Yesterday was not the best day ever! It did start promisingly...head in the oven scrubbing away feeling really chuffed with myself and a lunch date planned with two lovelies and then...a knock on the door. A man from the council 'you're direct debit has bounced,  you owe £500' :( . So, that was the final nail. Why? Because yesterday was the wedding day the person who I hold responsible for the painful demise of my 10 year relationship...I prayed for shit weather and they got that, nasty I know but that's how I feel! I am trying to feel better, get over it, but I just struggle... I will write about the break up at some point but for now that's enough!
Today has to be better, I need to be positive about what I have and not dwell on the past...time to shower and do some work... a double Berocca day methinks...